My Miranda Moment

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My Miranda Moment, no sorry, Life

By babybringmedown

Saturday, August 30, 2008

If it wasnt for Miss Miranda Lambert and her amazing songs and voice, i wouldnt know what to do. I have been hurting for a while now because i am having issues with my parents and family. My best friend has told me everything will be alright and that things happen for a reason. I always sat in the corner and wished i could be just as optimistic as her. then i put in crazy ex-girlfriend and listed to the entire cd and this song came on. I replayed it and closely listened to the words. Then I completley broke down. I really wish i could be like her. It made me come to realize that i wanted more of her songs. I bought kerosene and listed to that cd over and over again. I continued to cry after most of the songs.
When i got in a really big fight with my father, i ran to my room and slammed the door and gunpowder and lead was on. I stood on my bed and sang and got into the song as much as i could. I keep telling myself to stand strong and things will be ok eventually, but i just dont know.
All, if not most, of this amazing person's songs have brought me this far in this tribulation and there is a wall that is keeping me from freedom. Friends are pushing harder and they think that i am getting stronger, but i think that am already halfway down the mountain. I had to write a atory for a class on a hero. I called it new strings. I finished writing it and i creid. My best friend read it and she said that the first half is what is going on with me. Then she told me she loved me and would never leave my side. I just wish that a guy would do the same. I am so close to grabbing the wheel of a car (that i wish i had) and taking off. I dont know why i am still here, but when her next cd does come out....... i will be getting it on the day it releases.

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